To be soft is to be powerful
This day give me a lot of lesson. Especially for last night, when I’m in bad situation that I cant expected. My stomatch fee so pain in the center of heart, and its like a huge thing push your stomacth. Of course I call someone for help, but at the sam time my phone is broke. The LCD is to weird, when I touch to chat some one, it will be a calling, ect ect. I don know but, its to hard to tell someone about this situation.
Finnaly I go to ka arma’s house and get some carring from her and kak rissa. And you know the next is I skip this day to go to office, the first time I skip in this 2,5 moth I work. This feel more better when I drink a medicine named promag, yeah, it works to calm my center heart.
In the evening, I knew that this sick is to finding the old me. Im very comfort when I sit on the back of the window, and the sun is shinging so calm, read and writing on the table with the cup of hot water. Its so give an energy to calling back me again. And so on, repacking my lot of things in this room. And the night I think I will restructure my thinking, to be more listed.
But you know, suddenly the lamp is off. Im very shocking and I don’t know what to do. I so scarry about probably something happen if I open the door. And of course this handphone still sick like this morning do, and the signal is also come and go, yeah, I think is done, maybe tomorrow will bi fixed.
But its not the point that I want to tell. Its about “carrying each other”. The emphaty that grow in every people is different, we know about that. And the problem comes, make we know it so transparent. I really in the last time to call help and my sister in there still ask the question that I don’t know to answer it. Until I want to tell “can you stop your question and then come here right now?” you know that my signal is weak and you still make our chat more longer, can you think more better solution? My solution from the first time I call you is come here please right know. Oh,come on, girls are trully have a clearest brain to think and analysis and its look like what she doing for me that time. Its different with a man who give me a solution right time.
And two days of the sickness stomatch, and sick handphone, and weak signal, and a shocking lamp off, until here… I can take a lesson, not every one can help you that time. Allah choose someone to help you, Allah choose it, not you, not someone you call. You cannot be disappointed about respon that she/he give to you because Allah was prepared someone to help you. Go back to Allah. Its not his/her fault to be the one who give a late respon, or bad respon, or etc. Its because Allah has a plan to help you.
And yeah, someone coming and im really wide my breath. Finnaly. Solved the problem. And when I open the door, I know why must be happen it this night, is because Allah prepare a beautiful light of the star. And I say, Alhamdulillah.
You know, I want to be angry with this, im angry to many situation. But why must be. Finnaly, beng soft is more taughtfull. Being calm and soft is about struggling with your self. Being soft is being powerful.
Thank Allah. Every situation is yours ❤
